fast food is good for you.

i think i might be falling in love.
it’s a very scary feeling.
but exhilarating
kind of like what i imagine bungee jumping to be like
only BETTER.

anyway ive realised this blog is becoming increasingly narcissistic and pointless, might probably do it a bit of good to stop writing till i find something else to talk about other than myself or bananas models. in the meantime i shall concentrate on being less neurotic and growing out my fringe to the side in as ahlian a way as possible.

(-:

random (daughter of ford prefect)

heey someone finally clicked the bananas models link! only to discover it no longer works. whoops. this one will go on click it again, make me happy. haha.

im already happy!

hegemonic schmegemonic

alright no more abuse of the poor anonymous person. im tired and sad and suddenly very very discouraged and there are a million little niggling things sapping my energy away bit by bit. i want to be in love and not to be fooling around. i want a good hug from a good guy. i want to know how to have a normal conversation. i want more time.

most of all i want things to go back to the way they used to be.

me me me.

or is that just the ennui and general reluctance to get down to work talking? hm.