we finished filming, w00tz~

quite shockingly tiring

these days i dont know how i feel any more

but this is fact not fiction for the first time in years

you know, i dont even know what i mean by that. except maybe that i really really like the song and when im particularly hormonal it makes me cry a little *embarrassedcough*

i should stop writing nonsensical crap

if i switch courses im really going to miss my matric number.

lol dont worry sne, i spent a very happy hour or two looking for blogs with google blogsearch. i am Ms. Creep Extraordinaire! anw the visiting is about over and the angbaos have been triple-checked to make sure i dont throw any money away; i got quite a bit hoho.

no one seemed to notice the “we’re flanging!” reference, sometimes i am too geeky for my own good

im sleepy.

should i wait for sne?

also i missed the rerun of the last episode of prison break. someone shoot me now. and myepisodes.tk has SHUT DOWN dammit

i most decidedly do not look like kevin.

im sleepy, im sleepy

that is one long brunch

what am i talking about?

good morning, happy chinese new year, may your life be long and prosperous, may no strange distant cousins bother you

now that is one newsworthy headline. anw i forgot to mention the second high point of my day – i was wearing a bra that made me jiggle. ha! i love the feeling of jiggling but i experience it so rarely because i dont have very much to jiggle about, so today i went out of my way to jiggle down many many staircases. hoho.

perhaps i shouldnt talk about things like this here.

yesterday night i specially wore a non-crumplable shirt to sleep so id be able to get up ten minutes before i had to leave the house. so this morning i happily pottered down to the bus stop, high on twenty extra minutes of sleep, only to wait FORTY-FIVE FUCKING MINUTES for the bus. which made me 35min late for detenber, one of the very few both important and interesting lectures in which he demonstrates the meaning of establishing causality by showing us pictures like this:

and then after that i stayed back five freaking minutes to copy someone’s notes, and i got called a wimp for that, which set the tone for me being very mean to someone, i dont know why, but i do know its not just “hiding behind the technology cloak” (to use that extremely pretentious phrase), its simply because i express myself so much better in writing than in speech, re. the B- i got for speech and presentation last semester. so i honestly didnt know what to say, so i said what i figured the person wanted me to say, which now that i think about it might not actually have been what said person wanted me to say at all. oh well.

and then AFTER THAT i had to collect my miserable *censored* GPA sem1 transcript and my (idiotic) sister’s transcript so i walked from school to the SSC, which involved a very long and hot and unsheltered trudge across a desert plain, only to realise my sister hadnt given me a bloody authorisation letter to collect her transcript for her. so the blasted guy said no no having her tell him on the phone wouldnt do, and he told me to go print out an authorisation email from her, which involved a very long and hot and unsheltered trudge back across the desert plain to caffe express past the benches and lift to the com lab there, which had a JAMMED PRINTER. so i TRUDGED BACK ACROSS THE BLOODY UNSHELTERED DESERT PLAIN to ask if i could print it at the ssc office, and i COULDNT because even though there was a printer just behind the reception desk it apparently WASNT CONNECTED TO ANYTHING. i felt like crying then, so i did a little out of sheer anger and impotency, and then i walked to bloody leeweenam and paid $0.025 to print out thirty words. and walked back. and got the cursed transcripts.

after that i was bloody hot and tired so i walked to can2 to get a nice chocolate waffle, only to find that i had exactly $1.30 in coins and it cost $1.40. i dont know about normal people, but being short of ten cents seriously pisses me off. it NIGGLES at me. so whatever, i got rid of one of those horrid plasticky $2 notes instead. and then i sat at the bus stop stickily eating it and occasionally dribbling chocolate sauce on myself, which was the high point of my day.

then when i got on the bus some girl climbing up the stairs whacked me in the head with her box file.

today has not been a good day, im glad im home at last.

if you read this in time – im sorry about the soap!

funny tshirts make my day. also i saw a license plate number starting SFU and i thought of shu hui and her sharon phua story, lol.

thats about all i remember of the week

so ive got my little present-thing and card. am all set to be disappointed on wednesday!

i am sick, so sick of wringing my brain to bits thinking up interview questions. i feel slow and stupid. all i want to do is stand by my window and stare out into the windy darkness, not sit chained to stewart squinting at the harsh white of MS Word.

anyway i went to the chiropracter again today; for a very pregnant woman she sure has alot of strength. perhaps the money’s an incentive.  some bits hurt now that didnt hurt before, but at least i know how to take the weight off my back by holding my pee in extra tight.

the IPCC says there is a 90% chance that global warming is very likely caused by human activity. why is there something ridiculously redundant about that.

i hope x&j sort things out soon. and i hope sne comes online soon, sne you toot