horror and general panic
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has anyone seen the front page of todays paper?!
augh!
i am so sick of waiting. i never used to mind, but too many people got wind of that and now i am up to my eyeballs in frustration. it doesnt matter if its ten minutes or an hour, anything over five minutes warrants an apology. and if the waiting never comes to fruition it’s enough to make mild-mannered me heartily wish to strangle something. i shall never bother about being on time again, unless i know that the other person will bother.* so far the count is at one.
the first floor of jp has been prettified, at any rate.
dont be fooled by the grumpiness though, im actually in quite a good mood. im home, the wireless is working, and Cute Fourth Floor Boy Who Lives In Opposite Block and Plays The Guitar has obligingly moved his guitar over to the window. long live voyeurism!
i call this death in technicolour, also known as dead bee on sidewalk.
whatever. batman calls; Susie Has Been Poisoned!
*update: it must be said, though, that lessons operate on a completely different time scale.
ok la its just me.
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HAHA that was so melodramatic. i was thinking ‘oh my i sound like such a tortured soul, coolness’ when i was writing it, but now that it isnt three in the morning and my parents are in front of me pottering about on my dad’s laptop things just dont seem the same.
i still do have serious trust issues though. and i dont think it’s just me.
anw sne did that really use to be my password oO
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nobody has the password to the previous post. please do not be hurt if i refuse to tell you what it is. i do not, can not lead anyone to it. i would have made it private except that i am not strong enough to be the only one to live with myself. perhaps someone will guess it. perhaps no one will. i leave that to the shark in the sky to decide. till then
all is fine with the world.
