sad little ear worm

[19:04:08] Tai Yinxia: murt be nimble
[19:04:11] Tai Yinxia: murt be freak
[19:04:16] Tai Yinxia: HAHA
[19:04:29] Tai Yinxia: murt be jumping over candlestick
[19:05:32] debra chan: HAHA
[19:06:03] debra chan: bra be fat
[19:06:04] debra chan: bra be slow
[19:06:10] debra chan: bra jumps over and burns her toe

but seriously, who doesnt train and gets all As for IPPT anyway? or at least would so have. i protest for you! (in my head) you freaky long-armed monkey reach over here and hug me now

i do like to whine

it’s getting worse innit? im going to have to start a paper bag fund so i dont make the little children cry when i go out in public.

you and your drunken stupors

my face! permanently disfigured! (more so than before) made the most of it by walking around with bk looking down at the ground very meekly and sniffling a bit whenever someone passed us.

heh kidding. but this sucks i look like a grumpy chipmunk

mango me want

lessons learnt over the first four days of my twenty-first year:

1. turning 21 doesnt automatically make you smart and grown-up, it just makes you sad because you now feel obligated to act smart and grown-up when you know all you really want to do is stay in school and muck around with capsule shells forever
2. it is possible for a rabbit to have two hearts and a piece of paper left inside him after major surgery and still survive to look devastatingly intellectual on my bed
3. the anesthetic used in wisdom tooth extraction will, over time, migrate away from your jaw to leave the gaping hole in your gum throbbing like hell but your ear completely numb.
4. my mother will actually believe me if i tell her that i fell on my neck and bruised it
5. warmth is very nice, especially if it comes in the form of sticky-out hair and tiny sleepy eyes, i dont like sleeping alone any more

the lian fringe is kind of a fail, but i will persevere!

*nerd

OH MY GOD DILATANT FLOW. this is so so cool. hahaha!

also kindly stop verbally abusing me.

fast food is good for you.

i think i might be falling in love.
it’s a very scary feeling.
but exhilarating
kind of like what i imagine bungee jumping to be like
only BETTER.

anyway ive realised this blog is becoming increasingly narcissistic and pointless, might probably do it a bit of good to stop writing till i find something else to talk about other than myself or bananas models. in the meantime i shall concentrate on being less neurotic and growing out my fringe to the side in as ahlian a way as possible.

(-:

random (daughter of ford prefect)

heey someone finally clicked the bananas models link! only to discover it no longer works. whoops. this one will go on click it again, make me happy. haha.

im already happy!

hegemonic schmegemonic

alright no more abuse of the poor anonymous person. im tired and sad and suddenly very very discouraged and there are a million little niggling things sapping my energy away bit by bit. i want to be in love and not to be fooling around. i want a good hug from a good guy. i want to know how to have a normal conversation. i want more time.

most of all i want things to go back to the way they used to be.

me me me.

or is that just the ennui and general reluctance to get down to work talking? hm.

chocolate buffet + hot girls + amusing company + F1 sounds, even from the other side of a very high and very opaque wall + many many McNuggets + watching people scream their way up the reverse bungee + complete denial of upcoming exam = orgasmic night!

but why do so many people find it fun to screw with my small and easily confused brain